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Geography. Hai yai yai.

I was about to feel better today.

But Mrs J Y flooded us with COPYING OF CHAPTER 5, consisting 27 PAGES.

Speechless.

Stress?

Today, at 1.30pm.

Out of a sudden, mixed feelings engulfed me.

Studies, Science Camp, SLC’s BGM.
How am I going to finish in time?

At that point of time, deep inside me.
I felt. Negative. Very very.
Instead of being emotional and remaining silent, I felt stressful and tried to pull my positive emotions back.

On the verge of 崩溃-ing, and emo-ing. A tinge of little care would be enough to heal me.

Girls need reassurance and wants to be treated with love and tender care.
So does guys.

Appreciative? Nahh, not anymore

Hahaha, speaking of appreciative.

Does anyone appreciate my ‘good-ness’ towards you all.

Well, pathetically, no.

Random.

Slave? What in the world.

Basically, I had enough.
I think I’m good enough to help you all whenever you all need help.
But when I require help, you all just turn your heads away.
What, do I hang a board saying ‘SLAVE’?

For goodness sake.
Can you all stop taking advantage of me?
Please reflect.

Now, if any of you think I ain’t good enough, or has NEVER HELPED YOU BEFORE, please tell me.

Whatever it is, I had enough.

BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Periods.

EDIT:

For goodness sake, I am not God!

I don’t know everything!

GRRRR.

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Short, but meaningful

Hahaha, life is now really full of colours.

Living life, loving it. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Reminisce.

Hahah, recalling the previous post, really horrible. LOL.
Didn’t expect myself to be sooo emo, without knowing it myself.

Results ain’t so good as well.

But, I am going to work hard, so that I will not be hell-scolded and not fail. Hahahahaha.

I am not going to make myself so emo anymore. Hahahah.

Life is a myriad of colours and life.

Speechless

Well well, KBOX today with the EXCO plus Ruben.
Starting, they were all so emotionless..
And I just don’t know what to do.

After Sok Wan, Hema and Ruben were gone, more songs started to appear.
However, the enthusiasm, just increased a little.

As a Vice-Chairman, I felt utterly disappointed of myself because all the people that had came for the singing session were not enjoying!
Sigh. What in the world am I doing!
Guilt, disappointment. Really in the doldrums of depression.
Hahaha, maybe I should let out a little, since its a longggggggggggggggggggg time..

Chaotic, messy day.

Well,  school was alright and went for this Elementz Exhibition.
Woo. I was down there staring at girls. Wonderful I must say.

Came back, seeing Mr Shafee with this group of students.
Tapping on his shoulders, I asked, ‘Where are they going?’
He turns and replies with his angered face, ‘Is that the way you talk to me?’
I was instantly shell-shocked.
He was so lala this morning, and this afternoon, his face turned black.

Then comes NCC.
In the midst of the training, I was tooo harsh over my cadets.
I had no idea what had covered me.
Hai yai yai. What the hell is going on over me. I suddenly feel that, oh, this is the end.
From the positively me, changed abruptly into an enraged person.

After NCC, many Part B cadets were tear-ing.
Too touched as I can see.

I hope I can do this to my dear EXCO members.
Definitely this provides an opportunity to understand what they have around them, and treasure them.

Basically. My dear EXCO members are turning all around the bush, repeatedly mistakes.
Some not coming for meetings, character problems, anger management, complains.

Literally. I had enough. When in the world will my advice gets into all of your heads.
I may not be a good leader, however, I make sure the things I do not want you all to do, I won’t do it.

Sigh, when will all these problems dissipate.  I need to have a good talk, and a nice rant in kbox with all of you all.